Great Beginnings

The new year is here. I finally am back on line. I changed jobs and my computer went back to the old place. I now have a new computer at home and it is awesome. My new job is the greatest. It is a dream job and I have dreamed about it for years. Leaving my old job was pretty traumatic especially when they treated me so terrible.......another blog.
December was a hard month for me in so many ways. I had to learn some lessons and bite my tongue. I had to isolate myself for some reasons and I didn't get to go home to my family for Christmas. My Christmas card from my sweet friend Mandi.....the picture of the whole family really made my Christmas.......plus gifts from my Mom and Dad. I got to be with Bill for the holidays and it was great but I miss the cold snowy Christmas and seeing my cousins and Aunt etc.
I am in love for sure. At first it was scarey because I tend to fall that way pretty fast. This time is different and he is the best. Between us we have 8 cats and one cute little 9 year old girl. We have talked about which ones get to stay in the house......Courtney will stay for sure. I will say that God does know what He is doing and He does answer prayer. I have always dreamed of a child and especially a girl. I wanted a girly girl and thought about her most of my life. Who knew that the man I meet has a daughter and she really likes me.......really wants to "hang" with me and listens to every word I say. The next thing I prayed for is a Christian man that will actually be what he is supposed to be. He has prayed for me, talked to me about God and the business of answering prayers. He is such a role model for his daughter and someone I respect and look up to. He makes me feel safe in so many ways. In my eyes he is perfect......and perfect for me. I have waited all my life for him and everything I have gone through is worth it.......knowing that I may get to spend the rest of my life with him. We have both talked about the future we both know that it includes "us". How beautiful it is. I have never felt so safe and loved by someone. God really gave me the desires of my heart. I had to wait, but it was worth it.
I am rambling but I am so thankful for so many things and many things that I have wanted and needed came within such a short time.........even though I waited for them for years. The missing parts of the puzzle have come together. I feel content and so happy. I haven't talked with many for the last few weeks......I needed to get some things in check. I finally feel good about me, and I am comfortable in my skin. I have never been able to say these things.......never.
So..........I am still here, walking on the right path and it leads to great beginnings.